I can't be who you are

when my times come forget the wrong that i've done, let me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me when your feeling empty. Keep me in your memory... leave out all the rest... forgetting all the hurt inside you learn to hide so well.. pretending someone else can come and safe me from myself.. i can't be who you are...

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Perginye seorang teman

Sedang elok aku menononton tv, aku diundang panggilan dari seorang teman lama.
"assalammualaikum," sayup bercampur bergetar suara itu kedengaran dihujung talian.
Salam itu ku jawab dengan tenang.
"Mi, ko kat ne sekarang?"
"Rumah, baru balik dari kampung semalam."
"Ni nak cakap, ko kenal aloi kan?" soal teman itu. Serta merta memoriku mengimbau seperti pita video yang ditekan butang reverse.
"Ha kenal. Nape?" jawabku pendek.
"Dia dah meninggal. petang tadi. sekarang arwah dekat hospital sungai buloh."
"Innalilllahi wainnalillahhirrajiun...." ucap ku perlahan.
berita ni membuatku fikir betapa dekatnya ajal...